Right now I am sitting outside underneath my bedroom window. I spent the past 3 hours trying to sleep and to no avail. I am wide awake. So at 3 am I got fed up of trying and decided to go for a run. So there's me rocking my PJs like an idiot, then climbing up onto the bridge beside my house, staring at the view of different shades of black and a bright red light at the top of the water tower, breathing in the fresh air, just taking it all in.
What am I thinking? I forgive myself for the mistakes I've made and for neglecting myself. I'm proud of every decision I have made in my life even the ones I used to wholeheartedly regret as they have shaped who I am now. I don't regret anything. Life is too short for regrets.
I feel happy and new. I feel at peace, so at peace with myself and everything around me. I feel in touch with myself and most importantly I feel free. And that feeling, it physically brings tears of joy to my eyes. I'm finally spreading my wings like mama told me to.
Song of the day: "You Sound Good To Me" - Lucy Hale